Straight black guy who has never had gay thoughts before or was curious until now. Long story short, I work from home and I’d say out of a 40 hour work week sometimes I could only end up actually working 10 hours and rest I’m fucking off. This lead to jerking off/watching porn more frequently and michhhh different kinds of porn. Got into traps/femboys and slowly to twinks and then wanted to try getting jerked by a dude. Went to this site, took sometime on it then met someone and jerked in the car. He jerked for barely a few mins before I bust. It was lowkey hot af but after I was disgusted. Then mush time later I eventually tried it again and bust really fast. Basically have done it a couple of times and it’s hot af being discreet and shit but I hate myself after lol. Welp back to it then!

Edit: When I’m horny, it’s like I’m a different me but after the nut it’s like bro chilllll. Anyway I consider myself straight and fuck off if you got a problem