So just a little backstory for you. I [24M] white guy, have someone that is very close to me. I don’t see very often due to her very busy life. She [48F] is a very attractive black woman. She truly is one of the most beautiful women I know, is double my age, and married with much older kids too. This person over the years has grown to be somewhat of a fantasy of mine. As she’s very attractive and has an a$$ you’d think is fake bc it’s so phatt and perfect. Now, we have never gone anywhere further than hugging. But over the past year or two I have been able to hold her embrace much longer than before where our bodies are now basically toe-to-toe. Not only that but within this year or two, I have also been moving my hands slowly further and further. I started by rubbing her thighs, and then I just gradually move my hands from rubbing the side of her thighs, far below her waist to directly on her. to the point or the last two or so times I’ve seen her I have not only held on long, but I also straight up got a slight hold of her butt. With both hands too. Her a$$ is to big not to notice my hands rubbing up and down her thighs and then sliding them both right on her butt. am I right? and leaving them there for seconds at a time too!!. I’m just too nervous to make the next move as I don’t even know how. But I can definitely feel intimacy and a deep connection between us. She’s a very proper and respectable woman nothing of a slutty from what I know, but I never get alone time with her like that as we don’t have any opportunities, but I have a feeling if we were to get an opportunity like that things would probably get pushed my question is how should I push and what should I push? Any advice here?