I recently been going through a lot and I guess I just been changing rapidly or probably just looking for distractions.. not sure. Ive been a member or reddit for years but never used it all tbh… till recently.

I moved out and been going through a whole lot so I downloaded reddit to see what its all about and see what people have always been saying… I might have chosen to go down the wrong road as after I saw what reddit shows and how comfortable people are here just showing there dicks and pussies and sharing their wives…

I joined a bunch of swinger groups and just went down a huge rabbit hole of looking for 3somes and swingers and just wanting to fuck… its gotten worse and worse and worse. I used to jerk off once a day now its up too 3, my desires go crazy even at work.

Im a bit embarrassed by it but also a bit reliefed do to hearing other peoples stories I now realize I aint alone. I just never admitted to it online lol only my closest friends know this about me.

I recently realized, I love to watch myself cum. I love having someone to watch me cum. (Not gay, only females) I like to watch others fuck and hear their crazy stories. I want a female to watch me fuck another female then Join. I recently moved out so I wish I just had someone to walk around my apt naked just ready for me to fuck them or do absolutely anything I say when I demand it. I love shower sex its one of the first things I ever learned about myself and now do to all these sudden changes in my life and being on reddit. Ive realized I have a bunch of other kinks Nd desires and things added to my to do list!

Im a very calm relaxed person you would never guess this from just looking at me but down under I love to be fucking dominant and I wanna be praised (another kink I learned about myself) I want someone a female to look me passionately in the eyes while she sucks my dick.

Now that im making my first confession I kinda wish I would of taken this route first instead of diving head first into all these random groups and asking for some good fun and losing some Karma. I also recently just learned what Karma is so yeah would of definitely been better off starting with a confession.. either way I have no regrets and im hoping to hear some good feedback…

Basically new to reddit, introverted af but im looking to see what else I can learn about myself. Read others post and stories so yeah lmk what ya think and if there is anything else I can do? Im just pushing forward.

Also looking to make more Karma! Any tips?