I’m a white M(26) 5’6 and 145lbs, for the last 10 years all of my GF’s have cucked me pegged me and caged me in chastity as my request. My clit is permanently soft and limp, I ruined my relationships by forcing my need to be a cuck sissy and have humiliated myself on purpose pushing them away making them hate me as a beta white loser. I’ve spent 2 years after my gf left me and served as a live in slave for a couple. I have spent almost ten years in chastity getting pegged and only cumming from anal and the last year serving a bbc and bwc, is this my chosen destiny? Idk I need guidance, should I be proud to be a limp dick white boy?