Ok,

So joining this community has been interesting to say the least. I've been a little blown away by the support and attention I've gotten from my first post about my son's girlfriend feeling my tits at a party. I even had a Skype session with someone I really hit it off with here on Reddit, all to say everyone has been SO cool. Also, very supportive as I've been in such a second awakening sexual phase of my life lately.

I'm what you would call a "milf". I take great care of my body, some would say I'm vain or conceited, but I like to look and feel good. Love fashion, speak my mind (which also gets me in trouble from time to time). And speaking of trouble, based on a lot of conversations I've had with some kinky and intelligent people here, I was I guess inspired to push a little outside my normal box when I went out for drinks with my son's girlfriend this past Friday.

I've been thinking about what happened and I don't know how to feel about it. Part of me feels like the worst mother in the world while part of me has never felt so desired and alive. And this is coming from a lifetime "hot girl". I've always been the hot girl. But now I'm the hot mom. My son has been dating this absolutely gorgeous firecracker of woman lately. She's 26 (three years older than him) but beyond her years in attitude, fashion choices, culture and knowing herself sexually. We've hit it off as friends (which has been the opposite with his ex girlfriends, they've all been afraid of me or not liked me).

What happened Friday, I'm still processing. We made out at a cocktail bar in front of two men around her age who had been hitting on us. Then we kissed the guys. Then we went back to one of their condo's and hung out for a bit. It was then I decided I have to speak up and let them know how we know each other. When I told them I was the mother of her boyfriend, they basically fell out of their chair. Now, my son knows nothing of any of this. He knows her and I went out for drinks but that's it. We've realized we both come from adventurous paths, I know she's very into my son but there's also a vibe with us. In another life, we would have raised hell together as teenagers and young girls in our 20's.

The two guys were beside themselves and kept telling us we were the most bad ass duo they'd ever met. The flattery was nice and the air was thick with sexual tension. We stayed for about an hour and sorry to disappoint, didn't really take it too much farther. Even in that situation, I knew it would be fucked up to continue. So, I took her to the bathroom and we decided to leave. We exchanged info with the guys and left.

We laughed like schoolgirls as the Uber dropped us off at our condos and I was very hungover the next day, lol. I'm a lightweight! But I just don't know how to feel about this right now. It feels a bit like a joy ride spinning out of control with my 23 year old son being left in the dark.

Anyway, any advice would be nice and I'm prepared to be judged. No one said I was winning a Mom of the Year Award.

P.S. Didn't know what "flare" to use, kink seemed appropriate.