I was married for 5 years to a woman who, from the start of our relationship, had told me she wanted to have a 3 some experience with 2 guys. Like any average straight guy, I was more than hesitant. After a few times of a 3 some with her and another woman, she would pitch that it's "not fair" I got to fuck other women and she never got to fuck other guys.

Eventually for her birthday I caved, and we posted on Reddit looking for a guy who was into sharing a woman. After the first time I was hooked. I took videos and pictures of her giving head to other guys and being tag teamed. Her ultimate fantasy was to wake up to 4 or 5 guys, naked, rock hard waiting to share her.

After a while I would get very turned on when she would meet one of my friends and ask me if she could sleep with them.

We got divorced for completely unrelated reasons.

I still jack off to videos I have saved of her giving head to my friends. Dating monogamous women is alright but the thrill of watching her try to seduce my friends and eventually make them cum is unmatched and saying I "crave" it is an understatement.

I've tried suggesting it to new girls, but they can't get behind "being allowed to sleep around"