Bit of background. This was last summer. I (34f) was separated from my wife (34f) and hadn't had sex for almost a year so I was really needing something. I had never done anything with a guy before and really only realized recently that I find men attractive.

So that night I was distracting myself on whisper. Just having random conversations to pass the time while I watched some anime. I was talking to this guy on there and at around 10:30 he said, "I know this is random but can I ask you for a favor?". It was a little weird but I said I would here him out. He told that he had been having a lot of trouble sleeping lately and he asked if I would meet him and just give him a hand job. Honestly, I turned him down and the conversation died. But after thinking about it for two hours and letting those thoughts go further than just a handjob I messaged him asking if he was still awake. After telling him I might be interested he sent a pic of himself, cute and surprisingly fit, I told him to pick me up on a street corner near my house.

I was pretty nervous waiting on the corner there. I had never done anything with a guy before and to be honest this was a pretty risky way to go about it. Hopping into a strangers car isn't a great idea at 1 am. But he showed up and that's exactly what he did. He looked a lot younger in person than he said he was or he look in his picture. He claimed to be 24 and he looked 20. We parked a couple blocks away and he got completely naked fast and luckily his abs were just as nice in real life as in his pictures. He starts talking about how exciting this is as he gets himself harder and at this point I take over. It was pretty big, uncut, and so hard. After going for a little bit I took my top and bra off and started really moving on his dick, I wanted my tits jiggling with it to be part of the experience and it seemed to help he was moaning and the precum started. It was seconds after I saw that precum that I decided to bend over and take him in my mouth. The way he moaned would have been reward enough but the taste of his precum and the feeling of his cock on my lips was great. A cock in the mouth is so much better than a cock in hand. I know I moaned a little just from that. Feeling the veins of his shaft with my tongue, the smoothness of him on my lips, my tits pressing against his legs when I went deep. Just everything. It was too short of a time before he moaned out that he was going to cum. I didn't allow down at all, I wanted to taste every drop for my first time. He came and I'll admit the volume disappointed me, I'm pretty sure he jacked off before he came to pick me up. I didn't want to be don't do I asked if he had another load for me if I kept going. He breathily said yeah so I immediately had his beautiful dick in my mouth again. His moans were louder now. My skin felt hot and excited as I let out little moans to answer. He eventually said it was too much and he couldn't cum again sadly so we got dressed again and I walked home.

I haven't touched another cock since sadly. I want to know what a big load feels like as it fills my mouth out come something my lips and face. Or just all of it again. But I'm not separated anymore so it probably won't ever happen.