So I grew up with a religious chokehold on my neck for as long as I've been living. On top of being the oldest child, I've always been expected to be "perfect" both in church and school. But with that said, I started watching porn since I was 10 and my homonal imbalance makes my sex drive intense so I usually have to cum a minimum of 2-3 times a day.

People at my school always used to talk about how guys struggle with porn so I thought I was fucking weird for being a girl and a gooner. Unsupervised, I would find odd ways to get off since the topic was so tabboo as a Christian girl.

I did things from giving myself wedgies to pissing my pants while outside and I didn't understand it yet at the time but it was the humiliation that got me off. I would stuff my pussy with paper balls (weird I know) so that I could go to school feeling uncomfortable then as soon as I come home, I'd rub my pussy until it hurt. Another time I stripped down naked, got on my knees, and dunked my head in a bucket of water so I can't breathe as I fingered myself. I also remember a time I inserted a hose into my virgin ass cuz I wanted to fill it with water (I feel like there's so much more but these are from the top of my head)

Apart from stuffing myself with toys (and other odd objects) I haven't experienced dick yet. I have to keep myself busy with all sorts of hobbies and career building cuz if I don't, I can spendth hours at a time getting myself off. I feel like I'm on a slippery slope here but the only thing keeping me decent irl is that I don't really have people to enable or fuel my degeneracy in my little town.