Back in my second year of university, I was living in my first apartment. No longer living with my parents, worrying about them finding things they weren’t supposed to see, I was beginning to experiment with sex toys.

Previously, I had purchased a electric toothbrush that I only used on my clit. It’s not something I’d do now, but back then I was a shy and horny teenager.

I wanted to try a real vibrator, so I gathered up my courage and headed over to the local sex shop. I’m sure I was blushing but I perused the items and selected a beginner-friendly, slim traditional vibrator and paid for it and some batteries without being able to look the cashier in the face.

I practically ran home and was thrilled to discover my roommate wasn’t home. I tore the package open, inserted the batteries, stripped off my clothes and laid on my bed.

I was still a virgin at this point, so I had only ever inserted a few fingers. I was a little nervous, but so excited. I turned the vibrator on and started touching my clit. The sensations were wonderful and I built up the nerve to try inserting it.

Thankfully the kind cashier had thrown in some lube samples, which I used. I went very slow and it hurt slightly at first, but eventually I got it in, and after taking some time to adjust to the feeling of being filled, I began to slowly start thrusting the vibe in and out. With it being such a slim and tapered one it didn’t take long for me to enjoy the feeling, but after some time, I realized I was missing the feeling on my clit that was going to bring me to climax.

I debated removing the vibrator and going back to using it there, but I didn’t want to stop the feeling of penetration - it was too new! I opened my nightstand and took out my trusty toothbrush/makeshift toy, placed it in my sweet spot and turned it on.

Oh. My. God. The dual sensation was like nothing I’d felt before, and I quickly got lost in the ecstasy, sounds coming out of my mouth that I had never made before. I felt the pressure build up and to this day, it’s probably the most intense orgasm I’ve ever felt.

As I was coming, I was still thrusting with the vibrator and as I was pulling it out to slam back into me, what followed was the first squirt of my life. It was honestly like a huge cascade of liquid that came out of me like a volcano erupting. My sheets were absolutely drenched - to this day I’ve never squirted quite like that again. I truly had thought it was only something that happened in porn and was fake. I was half terrified of what had just happened but also half in awe.

After catching my breath, it was time to do some laundry. After that experience, while I never quite gushed like that, I did learn to put a towel under me just in case.