We were just jerking off to Taylor swift together I know it's abnormal but we are both addicted to her so were jerking to her. Then he grabs me and since he's way stronger than me he rapes me whilst we watch Taylor swift on TV. It was huge really it was way bigger than mine I don't know how big exactly but it really hurt and I ended up crying as he continued going mercilessly I feel like he was laughing .I don't know why he did this to me I feel like it was a little out of the blue but he is a little attractive and he was high so maybe that's what I do like being submissive but it's bad that it's from my Freind and I'm not even gay I'm straight. My arse literraly ripped yesterday I had to go hospital today cos he was so rough.hes taken a video in is saying I have to bend to his will. Whatever he wants money sex anything. lHe's jerking to Taylor swift rn whilst I'm in the bathroom scared and throbbing.

Sorry it's rushed ill make a better post later explaining what happened in detail I'm just in a rush.

Lmk if you have q. But more importantly what should I do rn?