Confusion I am 44 years married to my wife. she doesn't know my kinks. my sex life has gone away so I start chatting on and more. At Start everything was ok but in a few weeks I got a message that I have ADHD and I need pills ( Vyvanse 70mg) so I take them and because I take them in a few weeks my tool down there stop working and goes hard so some men's and woman's but most men's laughed on me that even I am 24/7 horny my tool sometimes up and most don't and started calling me names and humiliated me (sometimes it's turned on but sometimes it's turn off) . If I took Viagra that wife doesn't see me so it works sometimes with some toys I hide from her. I got depressed and was mentally broken and a few spoke nicely and chatted with me as a girl and said beautiful words that made me smile inside me that I didn't feel so a long time.