i f21 masturbate too often. back in college (just a few weeks ago lol), i had a roommate for a bit and would masturbate under the covers when i got too horny. then i lived alone for a majority of my time so on my days where i had nothing to do i edged all day. genuinely all day from the time i woke up to the time i went to sleep. and i got so horny i would take it to other platforms sometimes. this was consuming me bc during class or work or while i was doing hw i would touch myself or leave to go to the bathroom to masturbate bc it was so distracting

this would lead to me having crazy fantasies and fetishes. like crazy unrealistic things that just wouldn’t happen to me. some include fucking a friends mom or dad, cnc, cum fetishes, being groped in public, even wishing that one day i’d see someone i know posting nsfw content so we can secretly chat without them knowing ik them. all of this just to say i have never had sex with a man. i fantasize all day ab making a man cum. i have a cum fetish so i just want it all. i want to feel their cock pulsing as it shoots cum but i’ve never even touched a dick before. this grows stronger every single day i’m on reddit or when i watch porn.

i just want to know if this is bad. i’m horny all the time. i leave family events or dinner or a movie just to go to the bathroom and touch myself. and most nights when i get to bed i immediately start touching myself. is this too much? is anyone else as horny as this or do you think i need to stop?