Belonging to a decent family, father being a retired teacher & mother a home maker with my elder brother, we all grown up in disciplined, punctual environment all together. My parents taught us all ethical values a human can process

Talking about childhood, as we used to reside in a small town, we often had to travel to main town for any needs. Travelling in bus or train was a common affair back then. I was on healthy side if you talk about my physique. Pretty developed according to my age. So it had been a common affair that men had some eyes on me. Being my parents, they too were pretty much aware of the fact and always taken care of that publicly, specially on bus or train. I can clearly remember that.

Days passed, i grown up, getting confidence and well aware about my body. Travelling in public transport was still there in my life at college days. But the scenario is different, no safeguard like before in the form of parents. Free bird roaming there, eventually being targets of many hungry eyes, irrespective of age and class. But the adrenaline rush knows no bounds, enjoying those eyes, subtle acts in public, i never reacted much. Many a time encountered with dirty look from much aged men out there.

Talking about now aged about 33 , being married in a decent family, I still have social values. Now it's pretty rare i have to travel, even if it has to in public transport, I still act the same. I noticed many guys taking pictures, videoes of me in a odd postures, looking at my assets lustfuly, even gossiping about me out of sexual fantasies. Many a guys act like I am just a woman nothing else and it's natural to talk about their body structure, fantasizing about their private parts, like i deserve to consume all of those dirty deeds.

TBH I too share the same thought, no offence to any woman, if any guy finds his pleasure, surreal satisfaction just by seeing, fantasizing a woman, if he looks at my ass or cleavage or thighs and finish things off by jerking off in private. I have no issues with that. I too many a time let many guys enjoy my back view, cleavage,thighs (not intentionally) out of normal act. But there should be a limit too, untill & unless it harms me anyway it is fine for me like in past, now and will be for in future too.

Parents or Husband might be offended if they got to know about this. But I don't think I should be apologetic to them for this.Just thinking shall I regret for this deeds??? Sharing this with you, can help me get a clear view.