I dont remember when i started to sext with people when i needed to cum instead of watching porn, but i remember not being able to sext with any girls no matter the website or platform I used. So i decided to try my luck with men even though im not gay but just because I wanted to feel any connection with other humans, pathetic I know, but men were easier to sext. I started using servers which were only men and Id rp as bottom bc most men i sexted liked to be top i started to get more into humiliation and started asking the men i sext to insult me and degrade me and expose me on the servers which got me really excited I then moved to twitter where i made an account being a slave and a cuck for celebs and i got a lot of followers and a lot of them wanted to chat fuck which i happily let them. But still after all this i cant seem to sext a girl, i really fucking want to but never got the chance. the closest i got was a twitter podcast or space or whatever and a bunch of mistresses were on there and i asked if they could humiliate me, they laughed so hard and called me a beta fucking cuck and a f****t, which made me cum instantly.