Throughout my life I've had times when my inner sissy takes over and I crave cock. This is a true account of one of those times.

I was a lot younger than I am today and at that time in my life had not long discovered I enjoyed making love to men. As I was a bit on the feminine side naturally in my looks then, men liked fucking me too. Geoff was older than me and was one of those guys who was always fun to be around. We had hung out all day, enjoying the summer weather and playing a bit of football. I noticed that when he would tackle me (we played football in the mud) that he would always find a way to have one hand between my legs. I told myself it was just coincidence. I mean, it had to be. He always had a girlfriend and seemed as straight as could be. As dusk approached, we went to my apartment and showered. He'd not brought a change of clothes and nothing I owned would fit him, so we decided he would spend the night as I washed his clothes.

After showering, we found ourselves sitting in the living room just bullshitting and watching TV. A few bikini-clad women were in a commercial and he said, "I wish I could fuck one of them right now." We had a chuckle and then the room grew silent. Uncomfortably silent. I glanced over at him out of the corner of my eye and saw he was slowly stroking his erect cock beneath the towel he wore to cover himself. I debated what to do and finally took the plunge. "You can call your girlfriend to come over and take care of that if you want."

"She doesn't give head.", he said. "She hates it."

I told him that must be frustrating, then said, "You can jack off if you want. I don't mind."

"Damn. Okay.", he said with a smile as he whipped the towel off exposing a beautiful cock that had to have been at least 9 inches long. It wasn't too thick, but just right. He started stroking it and I couldn't keep my eyes off him. "You should do it too.", he said to me lustily.

I stood and slowly slid out of my shorts. My cock was just starting to respond.

"Uncut,", he said staring at my cock. "Nice."

We sat looking at each other jack off for about 5 minutes when he abruptly stopped, pointed to his cock and said, "Why don't you suck it?"

My heart skipped a beat as my inner sissy stirred. I wasted no time going to him, kneeling and taking his cock into my hands. I looked up at him and kissed the head, then teased it with my tongue as I stroked him. His hips started moving and I took his cock into my mouth. It was slightly salty and blazing hot. I knew he must be extremely horny. He moaned softly as I took him into my throat and grabbed me by the back of my head. His hips thrusted upward toward my eager mouth, fucking my face with passion.

"I've wanted this for a long time.", he said.

I came up for air and responded. "I want this in me."

I stood up and taking him by the hand, led him to my bedroom, where I promptly laid down. He straddled my torso on hands and knees, his face above mine. "I've wanted to fuck you for at least a year."

I put my hands on his waist. "So do it."

He leaned in, his lips meeting mine. Then his tongue danced with mine in a kiss that was intensely passionate. Again, I felt my heart skip.

I reached over to the bedside table and handed him a bottle of lube, then rolled onto my stomach, surrendering myself to his desire. His fingers massaged my asshole with the lube in delicious circles that made me lift my ass and moan.

Then I reached back and spread my cheeks wide and felt the head of his cock pushing against my eager asshole. "Fuck me.", I moaned.

With a sudden push he was in and grinding his cock inside me in a circular motion. That triggered my normally dormant inner sissy to emerge fully, and I let out a moan that was worthy of any woman in the same situation. Each time his cock pounded into me accompanied by that familiar slapping sound of hips thrusting against ass, I let out a girly moan.

He started kissing my neck and shoulders and then, as he neared climax, began to gently bite them. "Cum in me, please baby.", I begged.

I felt his cock pulse a few times and then he exclaimed, "Ohhhhh, fuck!" His cum flooded my asshole. He started to pull out after he climaxed, but I reached back and grabbed his hip.

"No, stay in me, please.", I wanted to have him in me for as long as possible. We rolled to our sides in a spooning position, with his arm around my waist. I laid there in silence, masturbating with his cock in me. Within minutes I exploded all over my hand and bed.

"Let me see you eat it.", he said.

I obediently licked my own cum from my hand to please him.

Geoff and I enjoyed each other maybe 10 times after that, and I even gave him head right after he fucked his girlfriend-her juices fresh on his cock. She never knew and I never told her.