First let me (24M) start this by saying, I’m happily married and have no idea where these thoughts are coming from. For the past two nights I’ve had dreams about a coworker (27F) who I’ve never really considered in a sexual light. Is she cute, yes, but we are very different people and have never really held a personal conversation for more than 5 minutes. Two nights ago it was just a simple and non sexual dream about us walking in a park, talking and she kept trying to hold my hand but I was weird about it. Last night I had a dream out of nowhere that we were somehow in a bed together and I kept saying how I needed to go but she asked me to stay and started just grinding on me. I felt weird in the dream because it felt so real and I was terrified of cheating on my wife. Then the coworker took my pants off and began sucking me in a sensation I can asume can only be achieved in a dream state. She then got on top of me and started to do the splits as she rode me, but I couldn’t cum. I kept trying to cum but it wouldn’t happen. I felt bad that I couldn’t cum so I asked her if she would like me please her. So I got near her clit and just started moving my tongue in a circular motion until the last thing I remembered was her shaking. Eventually I woke up with a wicked erection and just felt shameful. Like my unconscious mind had made me cheat on my wife. This is really more of a confession/vent then anything, but I just don’t know what it means. I have this sudden lust for her now and have no clue how I got to this point. I cannot get her out of my mind.