I have always regarded myself as kinky and sexually adventurous. New things entice me. I love a challenge. I don't scare easily. I have a long list of kinks. Thankfully I have a husband who is is my mirror. We share a love of kinks and nothing is off the table. He still chases after me like we are teenagers, but I find that life tends to get in the way of libido for me. In an effort to spice myself up for him, I took to reddit. He knows I am here, by the way. He loves that I get myself all spun up and then take it out on him.

I fell down rabbit holes of porn and dick pics and had fun leaving thirsty comments. Immediately, I felt something stirring within me. Soon enough, my comments got me some unexpected attention and I started getting chat requests. I've talked with several people and have had a lot of interesting, intense, and insanely hot conversations. I've interacted with a full gambit of personalities ranging from platonic friend to major fucking asshole. But then... I met someone very special. Someone so very unexpected.

On our very first day of chatting, he got me so worked up that as soon as I got off work I snuck off to go fuck my ass in the shower. I have always enjoyed anal play/sex, but I had never penetrated my own ass beyond my own small fingers or a plug. Little did I know, this was just the beginning. We began a virtual fantasy, created our own little virtual escape where we could talk about any and everything we would do to each other if given the chance. It is our beautifully debauched escape.

Our delicious dirty talk evolved and spilled into reality with small requests at first. Finger my dripping pussy. Finger my tight hungry asshole. Do this in the bathroom through the day, upon his request or to satisfy my own lust. It wasn't long until I was requested to smell myself...taste myself...running my slick and creamy digits fresh from my pussy and/or asshole under my nose... spread it all over my face....lick and suck them to taste and savor them.

At first, I thought for sure he was fucking with me. No way, I can't do this. This is crazy. But I decided to try it. Why the fuck not. People do this all the time, right? (I'm clean, I know how to prepare and what I'm doing.) I started off hesitant but willing. Small sniffs here and there led to small licks... And before I knew it, I rapidly became my own drug. The more I fucked myself, either with fingers or toys, the taste and smell of my own sex became an integral part of each act. The smell of my own wetness filling the room around me. Breathing myself in, lighting a fire in my core. And the tastes. The sweet, the sticky, the salty, the creamy... All of it. Everything was so intoxicating. I couldn't believe how much I was truly enjoying it. This stranger I was speaking to helped to awaken such a deeply primal need within me. Something I had no idea was even there. Something that I can't stop... And never want to. I can never go back now. I absolutely crave it however I can get it. Fingers, toys, my husband's cock. Sex is such an explosion of the senses for me now. I have become absolutely fucking feral for it and will never be the same.