Im married and together with my partner for over 10 years. I recently had a sex drive that I can only describe as a horny 18 year old trying to get some haha. Anyways, lately I’ve been exploring more trans M2F porn, pegging, amazon position, and some gay porn. Needless to say whenever i see that type i get horny af and have been craving a cock in my mouth and in my ass. I have never been with a guy so I figured buying a dildo for me to suck and bounce on. Just thinking about it has my mouth watering. I found a realistic dildo on an online shopping app as well as a pussy/mouth toy. Just thinking about it makes my cock start to leak. Anyways, im not sure what to do, usually once i jerk off and cum i get that post nut clarity, but sure enough i get horny again and the cravings come back.

What should i do!? Buy the toys, or just keep doing what im doing?

Anyone else experience this?