This is a confession of the most depraved and desperate thing I have ever done in my life. Something I get turned on to think about but that I’m also a little ashamed of.

Some context first. If you hadn’t figured it out already from my posts on here… I LOVE facials.

My biggest kinks are being shared by multiple men, and facials. Usually a combination of both to be honest. But anyway.

I sometimes just want a facial, nothing else. I just long for the feeling of someone cumming on my face.

Sometimes I get so worked up and turned on and obsessive about it and it really does overwhelm me and I can’t think or function without it.

One evening, when I was at university, aged 20, I really wanted one. Badly.

I'd been trying to masturbate but I couldn't get over the line and it was because I'd become obsessed with wanting a facial. Like I needed it before I could release.

I was single at the time so I had no boyfriend could rely on, and also, I was hungover so l couldn't be bothered to go out and find a guy to fuck or anything. So I turned to tinder.

I set up a fake profile (under a fake name, but using my real pics) and set the age range to 25-40, so I could find someone mature enough to give me what I needed and avoid matching with someone I knew at uni.

I set the bio to "20, single and horny. All I want is to do one very specific, very slutty thing with a random stranger and then never talk to them again. If you're interested swipe right"

I swiped and swiped until I found a guy who was 37 years old, who was cute, and was into what I was asking him to do.

He agreed to come round to my flat, masturbate on my face, and then leave. And that's exactly what happened. I didn't touch his dick, I didn't suck it or anything like that.

He was in my flat for under 5 minutes - He came round, I took him into my living room and got on my knees, he got his dick out and masturbated in front of my face, came all over my face, and then left and shut the door behind him.

As soon as I heard the door shut I laid back on the floor right there where he’d done it, made myself cum, and then went to bed completely satisfied.