It’s such an overwhelming fantasy for me. I can’t get over it. I think about it all the time.

The idea of him giving me over to a group of men, whether it’s his friends or strangers. Fucking me with them, passing me around like I’m some kind of ragdoll, spit roasting me, using his hands to guide my head onto another man’s cock while he’s pounding me from bind. That, or having me suck all their dicks at the same time, in a blowbang.

I lay in bed watching gangbangs and blowbangs, imagining it was me at the centre almost every chance I get. All I can think of is how I long to be the girl in the middle, exhausted, face dripping with cum at the end. It turns me on so much it’s like an itch I can’t scratch.

Along with this Reddit account I’ve got a secret hidden folder on my laptop just filled with videos of this stuff for me to masturbate to. I spend most of my time when he’s not around with my magic wand glued to my clit and a video of a girl getting used by/using a group for guys for mutual pleasure. It’s the hottest fucking thing in the world to me.