When I was still monogamous (I'm in a open relationship now) I had tons of fantasies of one of my guy friends. When I spent the night with him once, I fingered myself in his shower while I showered thinking of him deep inside of me... I knew I'd never be his type so eventually the crush faded and was never mentioned.

Tonight we spoke for the first time in awhile... He's moved back to town. And since I'm ENM now, I admitted my fantasies to him and what I did in his shower... He was surprised. We sexted and exchanged photos..

Now we're planning to hook up this week or next. I've been insanely horny all night thinking of his hand on my throat as he fucks me. I found out he's not as vanilla as I thought too. My head is all fuzzy and I had to fuck myself to calm down. 😭