Dear Redditors,

I remember I had this classmate in school who was driving me mad. He knew I was mad but he didn't care. He was openly fantasizing about my mom.

He explained me how beautiful he found her and the things he would have done to her. For some reason it was so oddly exciting. I never stopped him I always listened in silence.

I remember there was one time when we waited for our parents to take us home. My mom appeared and his eyes were instantly glued to her. Before coming to me my mom spoke with the teacher for some reason. And in the meantime this classmate of mine told me that my mom has fantastic boobs. That he would kiss her while squeezing her breasts. And that after that he would suck her nipples.

I remember that enormous erection I had. I went home and masturbated all night while imagining my classmate doing these things to my mom.

Since then I can't stop seeing her in a sexual context. It's a long fantasy of mine to have sex with her one day. But my ultimate fantasy is to see her having sex with another guy. I constantly imagining DP her with a friend. Me fucking her pussy while my friend pounding her ass. I get excited imagining that no matter how much effort I put into pleasuring her, she'd always enjoy the other guy way no matter what.

I guess this is strange. What is this?