Have been lurking for some time so I thought I should share one of my favorite memories and confess my first slutty experience.

When I was 19(F) I was with my second boyfriend at the time. We had already talked about having a threesome during sex before but never something really serious, it was always more dirty talk.

On his 20th birthday we and our friends got drunk in his parents garden, and celebrated a lot. Like every good young adult in germany we got absolutely wasted 😆. During the party i talked to a lot of his friends from school, which were mainly girls. Back then i often felt threatened by that for no reason, but he never really gave me a reason to. I knew about one of his friends that used to have a crush on him during school, until shortly before we first started dating and he told her they would just stay friends.

During the party i actually got to talk to her a bit and found out she was pretty nice. We talked and drunk alot, and like every party at that age at some point some sexual topics were broached from time to time.

Me and her somehow ended up talking snd drinking alone a little seperated from the rest of the group, during which the topic of him came up. We talked alot about my relationship with him and how she used to feel about him and actually still did, but mainly physical attraction. I do not really remember who started the topic, but the idea came up of giving him a little birthday gift when the other guests left. So one thing lead to the others and when everyone had left at around 2am we started playing bloodborne and fooling around little by little and made our idea pretty clear. He was actually pretty sweet and hesitant at first since we were all drunk and in hindsight its a pretty stupid idea 😂, but we ended up convincing him and ended up staying awake till 8 am when my parents picked me and her up.

All in all it still turned out as a positive experience even if a little abrupt. We ended up having a little fwb situation with her for some time where we would drink play bloodborne and play with ourselves 😝 in the end it kinda fizzeled out, but it is one of my nicer sexual memories.