I have a major foot fetish and I just can’t seem to find a woman who will accept me:(

It’s like, I would give my all to her in a relationship! I actually like the idea of treating her like a queen and pampering her a lot, but no luck at all. Instead it’s just name calling, call me horrible things after a few fun dates because I was open and honest that I love womens feet. I wish this fetish was fun but so far it isn’t fun I just get treated like shit and have to start over:( My heart is so fragile from the scar’s my ex’s have given me it’s hard to keep going through this, idk what to do. If I was lucky enough to give a woman a foot massage or a pedicure even that would make my whole day