Background: Hi, I’m (20m) from Florida and I’m about to start my 3rd year of college. I’ve gone to the same school with some friends since elementary school all the way up to high school. During our first year of college, we all went to different schools, but still maintained our friendships.

Yesterday I saw something on Instagram that really hit me. 2 of the friends got engaged to each other. On one hand, I’m really happy for them, and on the other I’m a little jealous that they were able to find someone who they both think could be their soulmate for the rest of their lives.

I’ve always wanted to form a connection with someone, but it’s hard for me because I’m a very quiet guy and don’t really do too much out of my comfort zone. I’ve tried dating apps, and I’ll match with someone, but never get a response back so it’s always a shot in the foot.

Like I said, I’m really happy for them and wish the best for them. I just wish I had something like that in my life. I feel like it would be nice to have someone who I can hang out with on a daily basis and take spontaneous trips with.

One day I’ll find the one, but for now, I just sit here thinking to myself what could’ve been if only I had the courage to act in the past…

Oh well, thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.