Bit of back ground first: I was very sheltered growing up. Not allowed to have friends let alone go to a friend's house. So socially I don't have a fucking clue what I'm doing. I just do things and if people like it then boom we are friends.

With that said I see post on reddit asking is this normal is that normal. Is it OK that I do this or that. And for a while I was concerned with questions like that. But finally this year I've come to the conclusion that it doesn't matter. My thoughts don't lead me to do things that would hurt anyone myself included, in any form or fashion.

So I've come to the conclusion that it doesn't matter if the way I think is "normal". Now don't get me wrong I still find myself wondering if others think like I do. But it doesn't matter or really affect me if they do or not.