My best friend of about 14 years now smokes A LOT of weed. Now I have partaken occasionally for special events, maybe 3-4 times ever. I always had a really good connection with him, the stuff we would talk about, the way we'd pass time effortlessly doing things only we found fun.

This week I stayed with him the whole week, and literally all we did was wake up, smoke weed, lose the high, smoke more weed, go to bed. That has literally been his routine for years now, its horrible, I thought it sounded fun but it's just sad, waking up knowing my day is going to be ruined by weed. I don't see how he does it. It feels like the only reason we catch up now is to smoke, i couldn't think of a time in the last 3 years where we just caught up.

I really don't like him high either, his personality is bad when he's smoked. I just don't think he's the same person, he barely enjoys anything anymore unless he's smoking, he literally put water in his "alcohol" at a little party we went too and pretended to be drunk because he couldn't be bothered if he wasn't getting high (he told me that while he was high).

I've just had the week from hell doing this, and its honestly made me see him in a different light, if I met him for the first time today, I don't think we would become friends. There's not much I can do, just wanted to get that off my chest.