Well pretty much title, I've had 2 people in my family die. My grandfather died when I was young, I only really knew him for the last 5 years of his life, I was also very young but I never really grieved for him, I just felt bad for my mum Then my uncle committed suicide a couple of years ago, again I didn't really know him that well, but I had seen him quite a bit and quite liked him, I was at his funeral but I never shed a tear, just felt terrible for my grandparents (his parents) who were hysterical. But when the family cat died a few months ago, I bawled my eyes out, I was sad and felt depressed for weeks, I literally cannot think of a worse die in my life, he was sick and the doctors gave him an injection so I watched him die. I don't think I've ever been that sad or cried as much as I did that die. I know its weird and it feels like I should feel much differently about my family members but I just didn't.