There, I said it! I'm twenty nine years old and for the first time in my life I am in love (I know, its a bit weird to be experiencing my first love at twenty nine) but I don't know what to do about it. I only met her three months ago, but in that time we have become really good friends.

Although the situation isn't ideal, she is a mother to twins who have only just turned one years old, but this doesn't bother me, I would happily help her with raising them, even if I know nothing about looking after kids, I can learn! The real problem is that she is in the middle of a major fight with the father of said children.

I really want to tell her how I feel but I think I'll come across as a real dick if I tell her now. She's awesome and I was attracted to her from the first moment I met her but I kept my feelings in check due to her not really being available but now, with her breakup, my own feelings have just grown stronger, almost out of control, for her.

I'm not really looking for advice or anything, I just needed to get that off my chest. I am in love and it is wonderful and terrible and weird and frustrating and complicated all at the same time.

One last thing I'd like to say is that this whole situation actually does give me some relief as for the last ten years I have thought there was something wrong or broken inside of me as I was never able to really connect with another person before.

Now I have.....God really doesn't make life easy!