I (23M) just went to the dermatologist and got a boner during a skin exam and I'm so embarrassed and mad at myself.

I got there and was lead to a room and was told to strip and put on a gown with the opening facing the front. Eventually my doctor came in and had a nurse with her too. My doctor is very attractive in her early 40s. She has really big boobs and she always wears really low cut doctors clothes that show off a ton of cleavage, to the point where like half of them are hanging out. I had always found that a little strange for a doctor to do but l'd been going to her long enough to be used to it. I had never met the nurse before and to my surprise she was 10/10 beautiful probably late 20s and very nice and bubbly.

I was a little nervous because they were both pretty and nice but I was in control and didn't have a boner at all. Anyway the exam went as usual until she told me to open up the front of the gown so she could look at the genitals. The doctor bends down so that her cleavage is completely in my eye-line and it looks like it's about to burst out of her clothes. Then she grabs my soft penis with her gloveless hands and squeezes it really hard and starts moving it around like a joy stick and looking all around it. She's looking at it like it's a rare diamond and moving it so she can see different angles. As this was happening I looked over at the other nurse who gave me a warm smile. Between the cleavage, the smile, and the hot doctor squeezing and moving my penis, my penis went from 0-60 super quick and in about 10 seconds I had a throbbing boner. The doctor was still down there whipping my penis around when I got rock hard in her hand less than an inch away from her face. Her eyes got super wide and she looked up at me very surprised and just said "oh - what’s going on here". The nurse smiled again and kind of giggled. I was super embarrassed and apologized. I legitimately wasn't trying to get a boner but all those factors just set me off. The weird part was she said it was fine but kept gripping it very tight as she looked around. Her hand was on there for a good 45 seconds to a minute and was squeezing kind of tight. With all the swaying and tugging she was basically giving me a handjob for about a minute and it took everything in my power not to moan, although one or two may have slipped out. If she kept doing that for another minute or two it would’ve been a much worse situation lol.

Eventually she finished and I covered up. I was pretty awkward after and apologized again. I was still rock hard and it was poking out through the gown and so obvious. I don't know if I should find another doctor because I think I'm too embarrassed to see her and the nurse again. She's a very good doctor it's just every time l'll see her I'll think of how much I screwed up. It was also kind of weird that she touched me for that long in that manner. If anyone has any advice l'd very much appreciate it.