We were in vacation in Portugal or Spain. My stepsister was 14. We had a separate room in the rented apartment, and in the morning she would suck my penis a little bit then rid it. It felt good I remember. Too bad my dick was too small back then.

I then wished she would abuse me sexually all the time when I was a kid. I'm in my 40s now and still want to do her so bad. She is a really, really beautiful woman.

I have a good relationship with her. I did remind her once she molested me, but we never directly talked about it. She's going to visit me in a few months with my nieces. My sister probably won't mind sharing a room with her baby brother.

What should I do?