I made a close friend here and we had a special connection for 1.5 years. We shared everything. Everything about my life I have told him and I know a lot about him too. I even made plans once I finish my college I'll go meet him since he's from a different country.

and then he suddenly left and I never heard from him. That extremely hurt me.and I kept overthinking what I went wrong. And I was worried for him this past fucking 2 years because he was mentally depressed at the time he left. I blamed myself for being a shitty friend that I could not help him

He never reached back for 2 years since then

Yesterday he dmed and sends me an apology. He's doing really well and happy and that apology felt like more himself. He didn't wanna know anything about my life. I just had a surgery and he didn't seem to care anything about me. He felt like a complete different stranger. It's all difficult to process.

He wanted to apologize and leave. Asking me to move on. So u catch up with a friend after a gap of 2 years and he could only spend 30 mins. After he finished his explanation he said bye and deleted account again It felt like he did it more for himself than him.

I had moved on from the person I knew But this new selfish person, I don't know him . I'm only glad that I don't have to worry about him. All the love, friendship, affection and care I had for him disappeared from his yesterday's behavior.

I wish you never reached back because that good memories of us I treasured feels corrupted and fake now.

Can anyone be willing to talk about this over a call and give me advice. I can't share with anyone