Long story short I been with men before and it wasn't for me . The thought of getting serious with a dude is a no go for me . I was in a bad place and had needs that need to be meet . Porn wasn't enough and my living situation not the best for dating.

BTW I am clean no STDs or HIV .

I did some soul searching woman are just better and I understand woman way more then ever before . There a lot of toxic gay men and straight men that for sure . Not saying woman are perfect angels . If most men worked on themselves and help themselves accountable they do a lot better with woman.

Also realized I need to do better mostly be more emotional available and vulnerable. Got a few thongs I need work on and currently doing that . I am more than enough and good enough for love.

Hopefully 2025 my year and go on some dates . People are generally shocked i not married or have kids so that a good thing .