I (M25) have known my best friend (M27) for a year now. We started off matching on hinge and after our first date, I didn’t feel very much for him but I told myself “give him a second date”. After our second date, I realized my feelings for him weren’t romantic but more platonic. We agreed to be friends and we moved forward to hanging out almost everyday for a year. We even moved in together. But through our friendship we had little hook up moments. But still I never felt a romantic attraction to him. We would have sexual moments through our history but nothing would come from it more. I met my boyfriend (M26) and we hit it off and became really close. My best friend started dating again and met his boyfriend (M32). We both have extremely attractive men and are both happy. I met his boyfriend and he met mine. Everything is going great, or so I thought. I started to feel a small flicker deep inside, I started to feel very sad and helpless. I’m not sure what this is. I don’t think I have feelings for my best friend, but I think there’s something more there? I dont know but I’m scared of heartbreak. Please, if you have any advice, I would appreciate it if you wrote some in the comments.