Hello everyone,

I've (21F) been in a relationship with my boyfriend (28M) for about 7 months now, and was a virgin prior to meeting him. There are lots of things I don't like about my boyfriend, but I am not confrontational, so I pretend like everything is fine. Losing my virginity was about the most underwhelming experience ever.

When we have sex, there is no foreplay or affection or any kind of love. He just whips his dick out, and asks me to ride him, or bends me over, fucks me, and that's it. It just feels so emotionless and robotic.

He always asks me if I came, and i lie to him because I think he's a narcissist who gets some sort of ego boost by making women cum. He has bragged to me about his past sexual encounters and how he made so many women cum.

He was also a former male model in New York, and is quite handsome, but I find it off putting when he talks about how handsome he is. Like when I compliment him on looking good, his reply is 'I know', not thank you babe or somethi g. Lmao.

I just pretend to cum, and pretend like he's this amazing God of sex who can satisfy me no matter what. He says I'm the first woman he's ever truly loved because of this, and only I know secretly it's all a lie lmao.

I think I'm the type of person who needs foreplay and genuine love/emotional connection to feel any sort of sexual pleasure. I did try to convey this to him, but he just ignored it/didn't think much of it.

So yeah, that's my confession lmao. What a fucking joke my relationship is.

Edit: I have told him that i can only cum from an emotional connection, and foreplay. He knows this, yet sex to him is just fucking and asking repeatedly if I have cummed, which gets extremely annoying, so I just say yes so he shuts up about it. I also like to see his ego inflate because he thinks he's some sex god for making me cum so much.