He was on his office chair and I was on his lap, touching his beard, his charming smile, us laughing. Then we were running a race together in sporty outfits towards a finish line. Next thing i remember is being in bed with him with the sun setting behind us. I know how bananas this all sounds but my dreams have always been particularly vivid. The moment i woke up i felt something missing. Missing something i never had is so silly.

My marriage to my husband was happy for the better part of 8 years. We've had our share of ups and downs but this year has been particularly arduous, he just isnt interested....in anything. We had a huge fight (about sex) and we're in the "slide it under the rug" phase. I feel NO guilt about thinking about my coworker in a sexual way. He's in his late 20s and always sweet to me, even a bit flirty or maybe just being nice. This dream made me realize that I'm more into him that i thought and the physical intimacy, chemistry that I've been missing. I wont act on any of it nor do I think someone like him would be into me but this was eye opening.