Rant- I work in a tech company, nothing fancy, I don't even code. It's just a super boring almost repetative job which I am doing since 3 years. I have no motivation for upskilling even though I know I am I need to. I make enough salary to barely live normally. I feel I have just got super lazy to have lost all motivation to do anything in life. I have not been on a date since years. So even on personal relationship side it's not going well. I dont know what has happened. I know, I am the problem but for some reason not able to do anything about it. It is extremely hard to get into discipline. And I don't know how to change that.