I know I shouldn't. I know I can't, but I can't help it. I'm looking forward to your messages/replies every second. I'm not just waiting for the next flirtatious thing you'll say, I'm also waiting for you to tell me the redundancies in your day, how you are, how you were.

I'm falling and I know I shouldn't. We have "something", but I don't just want it for the bermonths. I don't know how frequent you visit my account, but hey - consider it an open letter.

I never expected anything, but a mere internet friendship - along the way, it changed. I don't know if its better or worse, but I wanna know something that could only be currently pre-determined by our thoughts and actions, and eventually define where our "something" would go.

You made me feel so safe, so secure. I usually feel a "pit" when I talk to other people, hoping the conversation would end - but I didn't feel it with you. It maybe too fast, too soon ans I would like to apologize for that. Maybe it started with the kinks, and all but I would like to believe I found something genuine - I don't know. Let's see where it would take us okay, bub?

I hope you have an amazing day today, it is your rest day afterall.