Supposedly he didn’t do anything for 9 years, then right before meeting me was with her. I am married and having a baby. I won’t touch you for the next 10 years. I want to leave you for this & I will. I guess that makes me a shitty person, but I always have this weird gut feeling I can’t quite put my finger on. I hope someone takes something of equal value & importance from her. I hope it was worth it to him for losing me and our child. I want nothing to do with him. and anyone who knows or knew anything and refuses to say it to me aka the real truth, as to whatever this setup is in my life you are equally to blame for the downfall of not only this marriage, the child, amongst many other things. Until someone proves me wrong or otherwise with concrete evidence of what the duck is going on I will become completely useless. Sit there in a silent marriage. What a shame what a bar whore can ruin.