(This started in 2019)Back track when we started dating, I would look at his ig profile and facebook to look at his friends list and potentially ex’s. Since we women are like the fbi, I was able to find out if any of the girl he had were from past situationships etc. One girl (who was just a one time hook up because I read all the messages)from 10 yrs ago had selling adult content so I bought it! I would masturbate non stop to it and fantasize about them. He used to have a thing for latinas and asians, so I would go to his list of friends and look for pornstars that looked like them. That would get me so 💦. Now once we were about 5 months into dating, he deleted all these people from all socials on his own. But for some reason, I keep stalking them on social media and fantacizing about them!!! I even so it while we’re having sex! Anyone else experience this? Now I do not feel self concious at all. I am so confident and am like a 5’1 version of violet myers (even down to the 🐱 ) but something about imagining him with these girls gets me going.