Here's my situation.

I'm not sleeping well.

My friend asks me if everything is okay?

It's not, but I tell her it's okay. Why? Because I'm depressed because I'm single (4 years since my wife died) but I don't tell her that because I told her I like her but she doesn't like me that way. I feel that telling her would be like me guilting her to be in a relationship with me.

Getting sex is easy... Finding a meaningful relationship is hard.

I find life meaningless and I would totally check out if it wasn't for my son. He's almost an adult now and I have another at college. Guilt is what keeps me here.

So, I'm not sleeping well.

But if you ask me if I'm okay.... I'm doing ok.