For context, I'm a 29 year old gay guy and I've been in a happy relationship for over four years now.

The company I work at has several agencies spread around town and I recently started working in another one, more specifically alongside this guy, let's call him Rick. Rick's a nice guy, funny, helpful, and he's helping making me feel welcome and useful in my new place of work. There's only one catch: Rick is one of the hottest guys I have ever seen. Like seriously, it's insane. He's like a cartoon character, or a CGI creation. He's a little taller than me, dark blond hair, and he lifts so he's jacked, but not in an exagerated way. He's like a Roman sculpture come to life.

I love my partner and plan to spend the rest of my life with him. But every time I'm close to Rick I feel this insurmountable magnetism, and when he looks at me while we're talking (he really looks at you, really listens) I get this feeling inside of me I barely remember ever feeling. I know I'm an asshole, but I can't help this attraction I feel towards him, and I just don't know what to do. Any little glance I notice from him is enough to make my heart skip a beat, even though I know he doesn't mean anything by it and I would never do anything and I'm a shithead for feeling this way.

I feel like my heart is broken in two and I don't know what to do.