I am a sex addict with OCD and I'm also addicted to creampies. I started a bucket list but for sex and up next is to fuck a stranger from Reddit. It's the thrill of the unknown that really gets me going and the addiction to being filled up is like a junkie needing his next fix. I don't know what to do other than what I have to do. What I have to do is get creampied by someone from Reddit and if not my OCD comes into full affect. Obsessive as fuck. Therapy is a bust , I've tried, just ends up me fucking my therapist. I obviously do not have a man bc they can't keep up with my needs. I've even tried AA just to help get some kind of support, but I ended up fucking 4 guys from that group too. Dick is every where I go and it makes it so hard for me to not end up getting fucked and filled up. Focusing on this bucket list is the only thing that has helped me not get so consumed by what's around me but more so on what's in front of me, next on the list.