Hi. I am 26 years old. From Kerala india. I have been in a relationship with a 67 year old widow who used to be a neighbour during my school days. Her family considers me as part of the family and I have been taking care of her for the past 2 years since uncle passed away. Sometime after uncle passed away, me and aunty Amma, as I call her started sleeping together. Her daughter is settled abroad and she and my parents encourages me to spend more time with aunty Amma with nobody else aware of the actual dynamic between us. It started off as just sex, but over the past year i think I have been developing feels for her. Like love, care, affection and what not.

I got engaged a few months back. And I am having conflicting thoughts. I just wanted to let it out as I can’t share these even with my closest friends or family. Advices are welcome.