Yeah basically the title. I'll watch it mostly throughout the day or before I go to sleep but not even to get off. I have a low sex drive so I hardly ever get turned on, but I watch it to imagine me being in place of the girl and the guy is the love of my life. Its really the only imagery of human contact/bonding we film. I watch it just to satisfy the urge of physical connection. However, I feel really guilty about this because it feels gross and don't want to keep watching it , but Im so touch starved Ive gone to porn to satisfy the visual urge of just being able to hug/kiss someone and the thoughts of just wanting someone to actually love me. I think the last time I got a genuine hug was months ago.