I don't like people looking at my hands. Because they are always shaking and fidgeting. They are shaking not because of fear or nervousness, but trauma. They started shaking when I was 16, I'm 23 now. It's not as bad as before but the shaking is still there. Like a constant reminder of the things I've been through. The other day I was asked to write something on a whiteboard, they thought I was nervous. All I can say was they just happen. For me it wasn't as noticeable maybe because I'm used to it, but when other people mentioned it I get shy because I thought they won't notice. When I stand I keep my hands in my pockets, or I just move them myself to avoid other people noticing that they are shaking. I never really looked for a professional medical opinion about them, but from what I gathered there is no cure. I'll just have to love with the reminder of my trauma.