Last weekend I went to a party and behaved really badly. I'd had too much to drink and was getting louder and more pushy. My friends tried to calm me down, but I was simply unresponsive. Suddenly a policeman came up to me and asked me to calm down a bit. But instead of listening to him, I got even louder and bolder. I don't know what got into me, but I couldn't control my aggression.

The policeman became increasingly stern and finally he grabbed me by the arm and led me out of the party. On the way to the police car, I was suddenly overwhelmed by a feeling of security and safety. The policeman was much older than me, but I was strangely turned on by his commanding presence and powerful stature. I was confused and didn't know where these feelings were coming from.

When we arrived at the car, the policeman became even stricter and even handcuffed me. Normally I would have been totally terrified, but at that moment I felt strangely aroused. I don't know if it was the handcuffs or the unpredictability of the policeman, but I kind of enjoyed it.

I was eventually released and charged with disturbing the peace. I was relieved, but disappointed at the same time. I had expected the policeman to perhaps play a few more games with me, but he remained strict and professional. I couldn't understand why I was so attracted to this experience. Did I have a fetish for authority and dominance? Or was it simply the excitement of doing something forbidden?