I have been married for about 20 years and I don't think it ment to be this way my wife tells me that I'm the most un attractive man she knows I am overweight or u can call me fat and it would be true I'm 42 and I've worked my ass off a bisness I have put everything in to my health my body is broken but we do have a very successful business but my wife does not care how she makes me feel she fucking around on me right now she told me she at her sister house but left life 360 on an I can see where she is we have every thing we need and want he'll she even fucked another man in front of me on vacation last year she asked me if it was OK I told her I didn't like it but she did it anyway I didn't think I should leave her after all who would have me I mean I am ugly I would give her everything we have if she would just leave it has to better alone than feeling like this just need to talk