Hello anyone reading this, thank you in advance for reading this. I think im ready to give up, I feel like im being crushed under the weight of being lonely and stressed out. I am 21 (male) and have no friends, Ive tried making friends by making posts in games I enjoy playing or in general on reddit but never really got a reply. I dont mind being alone, but being lonely is what hurts. I was ghosted by a what I thought was a close friend earlier today, just out of nowhere blocked me everywhere. I live with an abusive family with no way out, I feel trapped, I have nothing or no one, I think im ready to give up living. Thank you to anyone who read this, I appreciate you and hope you have a good day