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The only time I feel normal is at work. But going in gives me crippling anxiety. When I'm off I don't feel like doing anything. I just don't have the energy. I feel like someone else is driving and I'm looking down at myself from the ceiling. On a good day. I have a good life. Married kids. Wife and I are best friends. So I feel guilty which only further sends me down. And I hate myself for it. I disgust myself for the way I feel. I don't know what I expect to get out of this. Just hoping it takes some weight off my chest so I can try to breathe again. Thanks everyone.
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